Wednesday, August 21, 2013

two new quilts

I haven´t posted very often lately, but I have been quilting here and there in the little gaps of a busy schedule. 
 
This wall quilt is an original pattern that I have made in many colors as gifts,  using fabric from my stash.  Here it is in khaki green tones and hangs on my sewing room wall.
It is an easy and quick quilt perfectly suited for using larger sized scraps.












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Here is my latest version of this quilt pattern, I made it in brighter colors and florals in memory of my Dad, an avid gardener, who passed away in March 2013. I will post the finished project soon. 

Friday, May 10, 2013

noah and the arky, arky


ie: Change, its peaks and its pitfalls

I have been over  the story of Noah several times lately.  To teach Sunday school, ladies’ Bible studies, personal devotions....and God showed me something that I had never seen before.   It is the part about Noah planting a vineyard. 

I kept thinking, WHY??. Why did Noah get himself into trouble like that?
If you remember the story in Genesis 6-9….Noah found grace in the eyes of the LORD, ...for thee have I seen righteous before me in this generation,..... Noah walked with God,….
God said unto Noah….Make thee an ark of gopher wood…..window, door, three stories, rooms for the animals, and God proceeds to give Noah very clear instructions on how he should do it, every detail, how long, how wide, how tall. Even what color to paint it. Pitch, remember, the color of pitch. (Now here I  noticed that  God didn’t give Mrs. Noah a say in what her new home was going to be like? Hmm, something else to think about.)

We know from all this that Noah was a great man in God’s eyes.  Noah had no doubts as to what God wanted or how to go about it. A daunting task, clearly, but thinking from a man’s point of view, he had no identity crisis. He didn’t have to labor in prayer for years trying to figure out the answer to the big question, WHAT DOES GOD WANT ME TO DO?

So, this was his purpose, his reason for living. Noah had something tangible to do, he could work with his hands. And he  was God’s messenger and God had given him a great visual to use when he preached. This was going to be easy.  Everyone knew where Noah stood.  They knew what he lived for.  Life was easy peasy for Noah.  Even his children  were on board, (pun intended.)

So, the story continues and Noah sticks to the task. Hammering and nailing, pitching and preaching. Finally,the ark is finished and  God says it is time and the animals start showing up, two by two and seven by seven. The hay and water and the fruit and  the veggies are all packed away and God shuts them all into the ark.

What a relief and joy Noah must have felt. “ I did it, he may have said, “ I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith.”  Well, okay someone else said that, but you get the picture.  He was a happy camper, his job was done, now he could just sit back and wait and take care of his pets, zoo-style.

So, days go by and the rain keeps coming, and coming, and then one day…. it stops. They wait and they wait…and now finally,  they can open the window.  There is still only water as far as the eye can see but at least there is a bit of fresh air and sunshine. I bet everyone wanted to stand in that little space of air and light. Can’t you see them standing up on the elephants trying to get the best view?

Okay, now, for just a second, being a woman, can’t you hear Mrs Noah and her daughter’s in law jumping for joy? All those weeks, months really, without one open window!! Living with 4 men, no shower and animals, lots of animals. Even if the guys were diligent about their chores, and cleaned all the stalls every day, where did they put the used hay?  It was still on the ark somewhere! Months of it!!   Our family has had many pets over the years and I can tell you, animals do not make an appealing air  freshener!

And let’s not forget about the birds.  Hundreds, maybe thousands of them. According to Wikipedia, there are hundreds of species, multiply that times two, remember that gestation for most birds is only a few weeks,and  they were in the ark for months! You do the math! Just think of the number of ducks and chickens alone!  They had to give refuge to every species of birds, do you know how many birds that would be?  Was there anywhere safe that a woman could walk? Did they make their own hats out of molted  feathers to try and protect their heads? 
 I imagine that the clean water had to be rationed for drinking  for the family and the animals, so did they even get to wash their hair? Ugh!!! And how many times did they get B-52 bombed on? Did they finally give up even trying to keep their hair clean?  I shudder at the reality of living in that ark.

So the window opens and the ladies break out with the Hallelujah chorus.  And the birds take off out the window, FLY they say, FLY!!! So they zoom out like the good B-52 bombers that they are,  but eventually return and park on top of the ark, waiting for a tree, just one tree.  ( I wonder if that first tree broke under the weight of every bird left on the planet trying to build their nest in it. )

But let’s get back to Noah, good, dutiful Noah. He takes care of the animals and his family, filled with satisfaction for a task well done. He knows God is pleased with him and then he is sending out a raven to scour the earth for dry land. Then a dove, and then another one. Ever the patient servant. We will just wait a little bit more, he says. And then, finally, with trumpets blowing,well, at least the elephants’  trumpets, they open the door and everyone runs off the ark. Mrs Noah is first in line and throws herself into the mud, kissing it, so grateful to be on solid ground,  praising God that they survived.

And the air, oh the air, how clean and fresh and pure it is. She is giddy with joy.

So the family moves out of the ark, little by little. After all, where exactly were they going to live? How far did they have to walk to find enough material to build a home? This is where things start to get sticky. The trees have been under water for a year. Not good building material at this point.

“Ok, Noah,” says dear, sweet, Mrs Noah, “now what? Now where are we gonna live? What will we build our house out of? There is no dry wood. No hay to mix with mud for bricks because the animals have eaten it all. We could pile up some stones but how will they keep from falling down again? And we can’t stay up here on this mountain? We  will freeze to death in the winter!  And the food is just about gone.”

“ Animals you say?  God says we can eat them now?  You want me to eat an animal?  The very same animals that we just lived with for nearly a year? The ones that were like family, the only friends we had left? Are you crazy? That’s barbaric!”

“What about my figure? Do you know how many calories there are in red meat? Do you know what that will do to my hips? I am 700 years old! I’ll have a heart attack and die in a month! All this rain and ark stuff and having to just walk away from everything we knew, …all of our friends, …well, the few I had left after your ark project!. And the screaming, do you remember the screaming, all our friends wishing they had listened to you?  Dying, one by one? I hope someday I won’t hear those screams in my head anymore!”

“And now, what?You are telling me that we are going to eat animals, and you want to be a farmer? What happened to carpentry? It pays better! Can’t you just contract out some work? Oh, yeah, no one else lives here, well, the girls are all pregnant, and with all the puking I did on that ark, I probably am too. And at my age!! I tell you Noah, I don’t know what you got us into.”

So, Noah’s crisis begins. He really isn´t a farmer, he is a builder and a preacher. But who is there left to preach to? His family, sure, but what can he tell them that they don’t know first hand? 

So, he plants a vineyard. Really, of all the crops he could have chosen for the new world , he starts with a vineyard?

He plugs along, trying to make some sense out of his new world, the babies  begin to be born, the animals now take more work to care for them than before because he has to fight with them. They used to just come when he called but now they run in fear. He is always chasing that dumb cow! And the sheep, don’t even get him started on them! They never do what’s good for them. Always running in the opposite direction, eating the wrong plants, and the incessant baaing. What’s with that?

And so it goes, life is different now, no buddies to shoot the breeze with. No one to show off his grandchildren to. No one to brag about his crops to. The four houses are finally built. He just put a new addition on Shem’s place. 

He has to do something to keep himself occupied. So, he plants the vineyard. Vineyards take more work than vegetables. It keeps him busy. They will have fresh juice in the fall. The ladies can dry the vine branches and make wreaths. They will like that, something to decorate their houses with. The vines give nice shade in the summer. The sun gets pretty hot up here, halfway to Ararat. Yes,  a vineyard is a good idea.

Soon,  harvest has come and there is too much juice to keep in storage. Well, maybe he can just make a few bottles of wine. . But he better try it first, It might  take a few attempts before he gets it just right. Well, just a little more, it has been a long haul, you know. The ark, the animals, the rain, a new home,… no friends, …no siblings, no cousins,no  neighbors, they are all gone. Never really had time to mourn them. Okay, just one more sip.

This is where  Noah’s story ends. The last thing we know about him. He is drunk and naked. Once, he was  a man who walked with God and was used mightily to get His message out. Yes, he is being fruitful and populating the earth again. He is still obedient to the task. But somehow he finds himself in crisis. A culture shock of sorts. His life is completely different. Even the landscape isn’t like home. Living on that mountain, looking far down and away at the sea. No city, no holidays, no noisy neighbors, no Starbucks, no Ipads. 

And then it happens. His  son’s  sin. He saw what he shouldn’t see, did what he shouldn’t do. Because life had become smaller. And they were a bit lost, not knowing how to be alone with themselves. Not knowing how to face this new, empty world.

The highs were really high building that ark, seeing that first cloud, knowing they were right, that God hadn’t lied to them. That they really hadn’t wasted 100 years of their lives.

But the lows, they are lower than low. Because in the lows, he made some  mistakes, he was  caught off guard. He relaxed, too much, and forgot about the future, about his children. He forgot that they only had him as an example. 

In the highs, our senses are on full alert. Our purpose, and the adrenalin that kicks in from it, keep us focused. We are goal-oriented, looking at the prize and  at the finish line.

But in the lows, our faith begins to fail, our hearts deceive us, and we forget that God is still right there, next to us, watching and listening. Asking us if we love Him in the lows, or only in the highs, when we are out in front, receiving accolades and accomplishing our tasks for “His” sake.

Noah started out great, but didn’t finish well. So did King David. He chose to rest instead of staying in the battle, and then he met Bathsheba.

As Christians, we need to stay alert. On the good days and the  bad days. Change can be good, life is full of changes. But, let’s be careful that we don’t change even when our world changes. Little decisions can bring about disastrous results.

God told Noah,
Go forth of the ark, thou, and thy wife, and thy sons, and thy sons' wives with thee. Be ye fruitful, and multiply; bring forth abundantly in the earth, and multiply therein.

Read that last chapter of Noah’s life. He still had a job to do, it just wasn’t as glamorous and public as the one with the ark. . God’s instructions were simple. He didn’t give Noah all the details like in the days of building the ark. He didn’t spell out every step of rebuilding a normal life. I wonder why? Maybe because He believed that Noah already knew what was right and what was wrong. And if he would just keep walking with Him and listening to Him, God would show him the way, one day at a time.  Just like He does for us.

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

success in life and ministry



Success....What does that mean? 100 saved? 1000? A church building erected? An orphanage established?  A well dug where there was no water? Or maybe it is how much financial support you raise? The kind of car you drive, the kind of home you live in? Do you have to own it? Is a mortgage a term for success?  Maybe it is the level of cutting edge technology we incorporate into our lives or ministry?  Jesus didn’t build any buildings, in fact he talked about tearing one down. He didn’t use a lot of technology.  He didn´t own a home.

 All of these accomplishments are temporarily satisfying to be sure, but are they what God looks at when He measures our success and He says our work will be rewarded?
Rewarded for what? When the Father said to Jesus, in Matthew 3 and 17, and in Luke3
This is my beloved Son in whom I am well pleased, 
And in the gospel of John chapter 8 
And he that sent me is with me: the Father hath not left me alone; for I do always those things that please him.
What was He talking about? What did Jesus DO that pleased His Father?  Did Jesus do activities that pleased the Father or did He do the right thing each time He had to make a choice?
Matthew 12 talks about God’s SOUL being well pleased with His servant Jesus, that He had His spirit upon Him, that He showed judgment, that He did not strive, nor cry, that no man heard His voice in the streets. That he did not break a bruised reed, nor quench a smoking flax.
Does that mean He walked softly through life, trying to not bother anyone?
OR
That He never damaged or diminished life but always added to it. He made the blind to see, the lame to walk, the deaf to hear, he brought the dead to life.  He gave Peter the opportunity and faith to walk on water, I bet he never forgot that night! Jesus always added to life wherever He went. Everyone’s life was a little better, a little brighter. He renewed people’s hope, and increased their faith.  

So what does this mean for us?  We are His ambassadors. It is our responsibility to represent Him. How can we do that and do it well? Here are some verses to think about:

1Co_10:5  But with many of them God was not well pleased: for they were overthrown in the wilderness.  Are we like the faithless and complaining Israelites?  Can  we trust Him in the middle of our problems? On the dark days do we still praise Him and give Him thanks or do we need to check our attitude?
Rom_8:8  So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God.
2Ti_2:4  No man that warreth entangleth himself with the affairs of this life; that he may please him who hath chosen him to be a soldier.
This is a hard one, how many times do we act or react in the flesh? What do we do with our free time? Do we do only those things that please God? If we gave an account of just this past month, what would God be pleased with in a month’s  worth of activities, a month’s worth of words, thoughts, actions, reactions?
Galatians 5 says that the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance.
For me, the Fruit of the Spirit has more to do with being, than doing. There are more indications in the Scriptures on this, like, we should ¨serve one another¨, “love one another”, “ pray for one another”, “ submit to one another”…I think there are at least 12 of these  ‘one another’ statements in the Bible.  If I spent a month focusing on others  and not on myself,  I think I would finish out a month more content and joyful, not stressed, cranky, overwhelmed and miserable.  Here are a couple more verses I should focus on in my own life.
Rom_15:1  We then that are strong ought to bear the infirmities of the weak, and not to please ourselves.
Rom_15:2  Let every one of us please his neighbor for his good to edification.
1Co_10:33  Even as I please all men in all things, not seeking mine own profit, but the profit of many, that they may be saved.
Heb_11:6  But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.
This is my final thought, do we have faith? Do we believe that Jesus is God, that He lived a holy life, That He died for our sins, paid for them in Hell and rose again the third day?  Do we believe He is right and we are wrong? And do we believe in Him enough to allow Him to be in charge of our lives? God tells us to “ Believe on the LORD Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved”.  Believing God exists isn’t enough, we need to be ready to put everything we have and are into His All Powerful hands, to trust Him every day and every hour, knowing and trusting that His will and His plan is greater than our own and then be willing to follow Him and listen to His leading to accomplishment that will.

Thanks for listening....  God bless each of you and may He show you His perfect will and plan for each of your lives. Suzanne

Thursday, February 14, 2013

quilting for babies


Of all the quilts I have made over the years, the ones I enjoy the most are for newborns. The excitement of waiting for the baby to be born, mixed with the stages of making a quilt seem to blend into an overload of anticipation. This pink quilt is for a dear friend´s baby girl, Alicia, who was born just a few weeks after our first grandchild arrived. Two new babies in our lives sure kept my spirits high. Both babies are growing in body and spirit. Happy little ones, thrilled with each new discovery and accomplishment.

my valentine

Happy Valentine´s  Day to my reader´s . I hope you have had a day filled with love, appreciation and gratitude for those you love. My valentine of 37, can it be? years, surprised me with flowers, gifts and much more! He is my best friend, my dearest confidant, my wisest adviser and the love of my life. God can do miraculous things in our relationships when we put them in His transforming Hands. Every year our marriage is stronger and better. We both thank God for giving us a fresh, new beginning in our relationship with Him and with each other.  Here is a little look into our Valentine´s Day.....







Tuesday, February 12, 2013

lisbon, portugal

4 great days in Lisbon, Portugal!!

Lisbon is a quick one and a half hour flight from our little city here  in Spain.  We rented a car when we arrived and drove off hunting for castles. We only found a few but the Portuguese people were so happy, polite and  helpful that we didn´t mind. They seem to love color, beauty and detail. As you can see in the pictures, pastels are their favorite. The architectural palette gave a sense of peace, contentment and appreciation for the simplest of blessings.

morning snack...a mega-crepe with honey , pecans and  ice cream!

beautiful parks!

whimsical!

historical

peaceful

majestic

colorful

stern

detailed

purposeful
After the castle hunt, we just strolled throughout the city, taking in all of the open spaces, artwork, delicious pastries, great  restaurants, the waterfront, and  efficient mass transit. Lisbon definitely has the easiest subway system we have ever encountered. Everything is straightforward and user friendly and clean,  clean, clean!

If you have a chance to visit Europe, don´t skip Portugal because of its size, it is a small, quaint country and well worth the extra time. Suzanne

Friday, September 14, 2012

what not to do in the ministry

Great Reading.....
Paul´s letter to the Ephesians....especially chapter 4
and to the Galatians....chapter 6
1 Corinthians 3:9
Psalm 34 

What not to do in ministry....

DO NOT isolate yourselves. We are part of a body...the family of God...laborers with God...all of these statements imply numbers...no one is an island... no one is a one woman show. Find someone with a heart to serve and grow and serve WITH them...teach them what you know and learn from them as well.

i thought i would share some of the pitfalls we have encountered during 17 years of ministry.

Do NOT over commit....... God took 6 days to create the universe and then RESTED on the 7th day. If God needed a day off,  if for no other reason but to enjoy His creation....what do we think we are doing, working 7 days a week, 12 hours a day...??? Learn to prioritize, say NO, and to put family ahead of ministry. As women, our husbands and our children will be the experts on what kind of Christians we REALLY are. Shine at home first. And if we think that only we can do "it" well, whether at home or at ministry...try to remember that we learned to do what we do, we shouldn´t deny the learning process to others. God wants to help others grow too, just like He taught us.

Do NOT stop praising God....no matter what, no matter where, no matter why, no matter who...It is amazing to see God lift burdens, relieve stress, put things in perspective, and chase away the enemy when we begin to praise Him with a sincere heart. 

Do NOT think you have learned it all....if you are thinking that...you stopped looking at Jesus. There is no end to learning of Him...

Mat 11:29  Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
Mat 11:30  For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.

Working in Spain has not been a "successful" ministry by man´s standards, but it has been a rich ministry in humility, faith, confidence, courage, longsuffering, unconditional love, forgiveness and hope...and dreams...the death of dreams and the springing to life of new ones. Getting it all right in ministry is not the goal, getting to know God better is!
looking unto Jesus.....
Suzanne

Thursday, May 17, 2012

bags by marian


Marian has been busy using up the scraps from the aprons she  made me. This backpack has a cell phone pocket for easy access....more bags from Marian coming up...still searching for the photos!

a quilt, a gift, and a scrappy travel bag

Long time without posting.....English classes have kept me pretty busy...so here are a few of our latest projects and a few old ones....hope you all are having a happy Spring!!


 A blue scrap quilt  for a friend...


 Fabric decoupage tea light holders...

an accessories bag for my suitcase, made from scraps...